It has been a few weeks since the last time i came here. Not that i'm busy, instead,
i'm very not busy compared to the hectic few months before the exam.
Today, i just feel like dropping by and leave out some notes regarding myself here.
Maybe in the future, this will be one of the little things that will bring back the memories and
to remind myself about the certain things that will be nice not-to-forgets.
There have been quite a few significant events in a few months back.
In May 2011:
1. I passed my final year exam. Not with 'that' flying colors though. But i know i must and I'll do better in the future in my career Insya-Allah and that's the promise i've made since before i join the medical school. Let's not talk too much about it here.
2. My eldest Aunt Jamilah had left us. Bless her.
3. My brother had an accident while driving my dad's car. Luckily nobody had any serious injury, but just some minimal-minimal abrasions.
However, the car (our dear WDR #$!) was 'injured' bad enough for us to just
let it be. It was actually repairable but so beyond our budget, and the cost was just similar to installment for a new car.
4. One of my best friend, actually, 4 of my Uni colleagues got married, and i just managed to attend 2 out of 4 weddings in Kelantan.
June 2011
?. i thought there was something big happening this months..
what is it... urm.. why can't i find a thing here..
oh yes.. i went to a medical check-up..
uh.. no, that's not something significant.
urm.. i learnt sewing.. no, i mean doing some embroideries.
urm, that's also not that significant.
Well. I'm actually waiting for some few small boxes in my tiny list here to be ticked
but. Not all things happened the way we planned it. right.
As much as i want it, i have to admit that there will be moments where we cant's get everything
we want, but to choose some of it and sacrifice or let go other few things.
And the moments keep coming while i'm alert and conscious right now.
(urm, i think that's why sometimes ignorance play a good part in a simple decision making)
This is talking to myself.
And i appreciate this couple of minutes spent here. May this be a good ongoing
muhasabah on how i view my life back then.
However, the car (our dear WDR #$!) was 'injured' bad enough for us to just
let it be. It was actually repairable but so beyond our budget, and the cost was just similar to installment for a new car.
4. One of my best friend, actually, 4 of my Uni colleagues got married, and i just managed to attend 2 out of 4 weddings in Kelantan.
June 2011
?. i thought there was something big happening this months..
what is it... urm.. why can't i find a thing here..
oh yes.. i went to a medical check-up..
uh.. no, that's not something significant.
urm.. i learnt sewing.. no, i mean doing some embroideries.
urm, that's also not that significant.
Well. I'm actually waiting for some few small boxes in my tiny list here to be ticked
but. Not all things happened the way we planned it. right.
As much as i want it, i have to admit that there will be moments where we cant's get everything
we want, but to choose some of it and sacrifice or let go other few things.
And the moments keep coming while i'm alert and conscious right now.
(urm, i think that's why sometimes ignorance play a good part in a simple decision making)
This is talking to myself.
And i appreciate this couple of minutes spent here. May this be a good ongoing
muhasabah on how i view my life back then.
