(disebabkan telah hyper sedikit.. beberapa point2 penting telah dimasukkan)
I'm gonna start the next posting this Monday. (tadi telah bermula.. dah beli paeds protocol!) Paediatric posting mode coming up! (woot! woot!.. tadi telah serang budak kecik; tapi kakak ganas lagi pandai bergaduh dgn yang nakal dari ambik hati budak2 baik... camne ni?)
When i talk paediatric, the first thing i'd remember is; whoa, we've lost two PrRrrEciOUS lecturers last time. Prof Zainab, and Dr Prameela. Paeds posting was also the first posting we know what it feels like to be organized. (di sini berasa sayu, tapi kali ini sangat terharu dengan Dr Madeeha.. she's a very dedicated, professional, and hardworking trainee lec.... tengah organize our paeds posting sambil mengconduct paeds exam junior secara solo.. jazakillah Dr, may Allah ease your burden and give you the best.. saya sangat la kagum dengan orang sebegini, yang sungguh payah untuk mengeluh dan banyak memberi.. anum, u shud learn from her) We get a booklet; a complete booklet for the very first time during the clinical years. ( well, maybe this time.......like some of the previous posting, and some other postings, we need to schedule our own classes and find and deal with those external lecturers ourselves, but hey, that was very positive) Thank you Allah for giving us the chance to see how a good clinician can help us and made the days brighter.
Enough of the old days. This time, i'm not sure who's around to help us (insyaAllah, setidaknya dr Kamarul HKL masih belum serik, Dr HUKM juga masih setia... :) :) time would tell..) But loosing Prof Sham a few months back was also a setback ( jawapannya: masih tidak dapat~).
OK. We should not start this good thing with a negative perception in mind. Although i know, and they know we have a lot of thing we dislike.... *krik.. krik..krik*.. at the end of the day the choice was made and we have no other option but to stray and fight. I mean stay and fight.
May we become better than yesterday. Always better.
(tadi telah berborak dengan juniors. Edisi mereka lebih sedih. saat tadi hanya boleh senyum tawar, dan berkongsi mana yang ada. Nak pujuk lebih2.. hati sendiri pun sakit juga.. buat apa nak menipu.. jadi tepuk bahu, dan teruskan berjalan) insyaAllah.