Previously, it seemed to be not that far away..
but as time pushed and narrowed the distance,
and the views become clearer... we came to realize that
it was not of that clear journey to begin with
knowing the risk of joining and becoming one of the pioneers
i know it was not going to be that easy for certain aspect but maybe
there will be some absolute 'yes' for some matter.
i saw it quite clearly for the first 3 years..
it was not that perfect, nor that popular.. but i don't really mind back then.
and the small numbers make it easier to personalize and we get what we want.
the attention was near full i could say. (which refers to the one further, across the highway)
but numbers grow, tomorrows became yesterdays
and He reminds us that life was not just all about green meadows and blue skies..
people change ( read: someone left and the other came to fill in).
i'm not a fan of yesterday's.. but urm.. it's much better than today it seems : to me..
i just wonder if the today's don't really like us here or just did not give a damn?
or 2009 and 2010 are just too busy years.
previously, we met with him the yesterday's several times, and his own ear did hear my precious voice in our own house. but... the today's: the representatives themselves just met them after 1 year they know them. Forget on what could happen across the highway, let us just talk on what can we see today. here.
Again. Anything could happen.
But after-all, Success is actually in His power.
